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In 1989 my memories started coming back about my ET and MILAB experiences throughout my life.  I had many anonymous calls telling me to quit. They did not like me waking up!  I had a many automobile accidents. I was a victim of identity theft.

In late 2000 Melinda, when Melinda Leslie and I were working on our book we were writing together.  We were abducted and taken to an underground facility.  Where there were black ops and aliens.



Reptilian on base during Melinda & my abduction


Early 1968 through 1970,  I had 2 missing periods of time,  (each 7 – 9 month periods). I have memories of being part of Project Talent;  and the Monarch Project, sex slavery, rape,  ritualistic abuse and endured many other trauma-based torture methods.  These things and more will be covered in my books vol 1 & 2.



Project MK-ULTRA is a mind-control program developed by the CIA, and tested on the military, civilians, men, women, even children and babies. These projects started in the 40s and continue to this day. There are many different projects under the Umbrella of the MK-Ultra here are a few. Monarch, Montauk, Artichoke, Project Talent, President’s Models, Driving Programs, Fairy Tale programming, Manchurian candidates, Super soldiers, Ritual Abuse Programming.  It should be noted that they change the names and are adding new names to the new project. Hypnosis, drugs, and psycho-surgery; separately and combined, were the tools of this quest for the ultimate truth serum on the one hand, and the capability to create an agent who could not have his or her mission tortured out of them, or even be aware that they were carrying secret information given to them in an altered state of consciousness. More and more sophisticated drugs were experimented with, such as LSD, Ketamine, and Psilocybin. Lobotomy and the implantation of electrodes were considered as methods for creating a compliant soldier that couldn’t have thier mission tortured out of  them.



CHILDHOOD MEMORIES



I have very little I can remember about my own childhood in Idaho. This is where the MK-Ultra story comes into my life.   Why did 5 of my brothers and sisters die as children?  Years later he gave me a death bed confession.

My childhood memories of ETs.  I remember the BEEGEES.  They were my first ET contact at 3 years old.  When I saw the Ewoks on Star Wars, I was blown away, it was them.  That meant someone else had seen them besides me.

I saw my first reptilian in 1965, I was very frightened .  That night I saw the reptilian on board the ship.  He seemed so familiar to me.




My tall willowy one had been with me for most of my life and was my guide for many of my experiences.  I felt this to be a kind and gentle tall gray about 5 to 6 ft. with opalescent white skin.  That glided in a flowing willowy manner.

In Arco Idaho in 1966, I was abducted out of my room by reptilian in hooded cloaks. Another time I remember being underground and I was part of a sexual project (Told me I was special chose and part of a special race and bloodline and they own me.)  It was a horrible ritual I was surrounded by the cloaked ones.




Iyano came back into my life in 1989.  I had seen him once before in 1966 and I was to find out many other lifetimes. I had many experiences with what I felt was a beautiful form of unconditional love energy.  He stood a 7’5” or taller and was handsome regal Reptilian being. He was sent to also be my protector from some very negative reptilians and humans who had been taken me as a MILAB for years. When he was near no other abductions happened.

One night there was a child shown to me that looked different than the rest of my children, who were Grey and human genetics like the Essassani.   This time a child came from the back of the room and walked closer to me.   It was a Reptilian child.




Here he one of my babies,  grown up as he is now. I think it is the same child but I’m not sure. I might have two or more reptilian children. I have even been shown another reptilian child this year. These experiences are confusing and I’m still learning things out all the time.




I have also been shown that the Star Children (hybrids), that are coming into Earth’s incarnation cycle (a term told to me by the Ets) or as we call it being born now as well as children being born in the last 30 years are here for a purpose and mission. I believe they are bringing love back to our planet. What better people to be a bridge to connect our worlds. I believe they are the future of our world. They are the light in the darkness; they are the hope of tomorrow.

I moved to Las Vegas and I have gone back to facilitating support groups, in fact, a have 14 groups, on the Internet and in my home monthly. I have many other projects going including my Starseed Awakening Radio Show, ET Art Exhibit, I present classes & speakers at my meetup. I will be speaking at 3 conferences in 2017, 1 public engagements and radio interviews. I have my Saturday radio show Starseed Awakening on www.KCORradio.com . Most important we will be opening a school for Starseed Indigo children in 2017.

By Miesha Johnston

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